Maybe keeping to myself is the best thing to do. I don’t think anyone would take me seriously anyways.

I never have the energy to do things anymore, nor do I have the motivation.

Tonight was splendid. I spent time with Michael which was really quite enjoyable. We walked around a lot and it was very cold, but nevertheless it was fun. I am stuck with being happy at one moment and then feeling uneasy the next. Oh well, daily life I guess. 

I think I may have messed up with you. I am sorry, good night.

Sing, my angel of music!